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anarcissus
26 May 2011 @ 02:13 am
 ooooo crazyass stans.

*sticks nose up in the air and acts all haughty & bitchy*

"you guys are absolutely childish and immature. can you just not? ohh my goshh, you guys, i can't beeeelieve i'm in such a terrible fandom. You guys should be ashamed of yourselves. I can't believe Yunho and Jaejoong have this sort of fans!


oh please Yunho and Jaejoong have their own lives too. they're not stuck to each other you know? they can actually *le gasp* survive without each other you realise? and oh please. they're such busy men working hard to hone their talents and rake in the moolah, you think they actually care about what you pathetic fans think? if u leave the fandom so be it, they don't know who you are and they don't care either! if you leave, someone will take your place!"




 
 
 



ohno. i believe that. we're but mere specks of dust in the sea of fans. we're MINISCULE, TINY, HARDLY NOTICEABLE.....and one among a million. BOOHOOHOO. my heart!!!
 
 
anarcissus
26 May 2011 @ 02:02 am
nothing new. dbsk fandom is filled with crazies and yunjae fandom has the craziest of the bunch.

some hooha about the egg guy saying that jj doesnt like yj and never will/never had or something like that. i dont wholly believe that statement, i mean yj may or may not have been together before, but they were/are definitely friends. but still, it is indeed highly irritating to see ps-ed porn/explicit pictures being mentioned/sent to u daily. well those yj stans involving an outsider  is and dragging him into the mess is definitely crazy(er than normal even), i kinda pity the poor guy. being unwittingly sucked into this huge SERIOUS BUSINESS OK that is yunjae stanning.

seriously, why does yunjae attract the crazies? is it because both yunho and jaejoong individually attract the crazies? when you put them together, it just multiplies~ 

one thing i'm a little bit glad about is that this drama/fanwar/whatchamacallit actually happened on twitter....... in english. unless i'm wrong and jaejoong has been diligently working on his language, i'm pretty sure he doesn't understand much. (although the gist is not hard to get, oh i <333 yunjae, yunjae you AREFOREVERREAL, get married, yj.....etc) and we should keep it this way ie. out of his easy comprehension and understanding. for his own sake, i hope jj doesn't read his mentions. if anyone should say anything of note, he should be following that person. 

but one thing. yunjae. i've never been bothered very much by mindless stans but now the THING IS. the two people involved in this pairing are the ones who may not even be tgt anymore (in any sense of the word, interpret as u so wish) and no amount of crazy stanning will make them real, unless they get tgt again (heheheheheh). so...........operation-get-rid-of-blondie is underway now.....or rather operation-get-yj-to-fall-in-love-again/get-back-tgt-to-whatever-weird-sort-of-r/s-they-ever-had.
 
as mentioned in my earlier post, my love for dbsk is very largely tied to my love for yunjae. and don't even start on being ot5/jyj/homin etc.....i like the five of them together but as for now in the not-so-distant future, there is hardly hope for a reunion. maybe ten years down, we'll see how. and by then i should hopefully be a responsible working rich adult (maybe even married with kids!) and should not be fangirling kpop bands.
 
now that my yunjae love is waning (not really, per se, just that IT'S  HARD YA KNOW!!! i stilll have a super hugeee soft spot for them)....i may just leave the yj fandom.
 
which means that i'll likely leave the dbsk fandom as well......
 
i don't really like/stan jyj that much anyway. i still like them but definitely not as much as i did last time. i stan homin more because yunho is there...and i think they make a very good duo in terms of height/looks/chemistry/power....(BUT NO HOMIN PAIRING PLEASE, that's just erhhhhhhh and dumb, especially to changmin). and since my love for yunho is closed linked to my love for yunjae.....well, well, well.......
 
 
we'll see how it goes, shall we? yunho is still stan-able i hope. at any rate, he's still handsome and cute and cool so all is still good. just a FEW MINOR things. >.< 
 
 
 
HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA.
 
 
obsessed/deranged/psychotic fan here. LOLLL> BEWARE. 
 
if anyone should happen to read thru this, u are amazing. this whole passage is not designed to be reader friendly, at all.  
 
 
 
 
 
 

 
 
 
anarcissus
21 May 2011 @ 12:07 am
 i highly suspect, or better still, i KNOW, my love for dbsk and in particular Yunho, has A LOT to do with yunjae. fine. jaejoong and his glorious blond hair highly attracted my attention at first.....and when i went on a youtube hunting spree after staring mutely at my computer screen at the fascinating 'O' mv, i saw a lot of yunjae/jaeho vid links. at that time a young(er), unaware person with not much knowledge of kpop & anything korean beyond the quintessential Rain/Boa/Shinhwa/songhyekyo/kimtaehee etc........ i thought.... don't tell me i missed a name? because to the best of my knowledge, there wasnt someone in dbsk named yunjae or jaeho, was there? so in curiosity, i clicked on the links. and lo and behold, the rest is history. 

ok not so soon. more like. i scoffed a bit, thinking.....this is soooo fake! and staged! and some of them were obviously done for the camera! why the huge deal? at that time 'couples'/'ships' didnt have much meaning beyond the more widely used ones. until i saw one highly suspicious touching of hands in a performance did i start to question. and so the liking for yunjae (and dbsk) started and grew. and grew. and grew. (the lawsuit damaged things a little, but let's not get to there, shall we.)

the thing is....yunjae is the reason why i started liking dbsk, and i suspect my liking/stanning/fangirling of yunho has MUCH to do with yunjae. (also my liking of jaejoong, of cos. this 2 are kinda like package deal.)

soooooo......
 
WHILE THAT BLOND COORDI IS SOMEWHERE IN THE PICTURE (LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY) INCURRING MY WRATH (from really far away, sadly)................aldfaldkjfldjfjdfldjfa.............
 
YUNHO. YOU WILL BE RELEGATED A LITTLE BIT WHEN IT COMES TO MY STANNING.
GOODBYE YUNHO. IT WAS A WONDERFUL TIME FANGIRLING YOU.
 
LOL.
 
being overly melodramatic here.
 
this will not keep up and i will back to my insane, fangirly ways again, but right now, not yet.
(and 'kiss and cry' is coming up soon!!!!!! arghhhhh. i still will watch it though.... XD)
 
 

so nowwww....... maybe 
CHANGMIN????????? MOZART JUNSU?????? (i confess, i nv did really stan him) chun..... erm i really dnt know.
SNSD??????? F(X)??????
 
hehehehehehehhehehehe.

 
 
 
anarcissus
20 January 2011 @ 12:16 am
i need more online kpop yunjae-biased friends! =D on lj/twitter/msn. hahahahah. 
 
 
anarcissus
17 January 2011 @ 02:11 am
Title: Circle
Rating: a very tame PG-13
Length: One Shot
Genre: Romance

Summary: When Yunho's son brings back a special someone home for dinner, Yunho and his wife get a shock. Seems like fate is playing with them, and things go round in a circle.




"Our son is all grown up..."Collapse )








 
 
 
 
anarcissus
05 January 2011 @ 04:13 am
 OMG HOMIN ARE SOOOO DAMNNN HOTTTT I CAN'T EVEN. AND THEY SOUND SOOOO GOOD TOOOOO. <333333333
I AM SOOO GONNA GET THE ALBUM. *DROOLS*

the dbsk situation is breaking my heart..... what is it about cassies turning their backs on homin? they need support too! 

SIGH. 

welll since my bias is Yunho.... i'll definitely support Homin. and since i love Yunjae so much, Jaejoong too. (yeah man yunjae is da number one). nv was a huge fan of Yoochun and Junsu, don't think i'm gonna become one anytime soon. oh wellll....
 
 
anarcissus
13 December 2010 @ 10:42 am
 OMG HOMIN COMEBACK TEASER PICTURES. YES! MY WILDEST DREAMS (OK NOT SO WILD) ARE FULFILLED. AND THESE PICTURES TOTALLY DESERVE AN ALL CAPSLOCK POST BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST THAT AWESOME. I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT. THEY LOOK SOOO HOT AND ARGHHHH.... THEY ARE THE TWO MODELS IN DBSK WITH THEIR SUPER HANDSOME FACES AND THEIR LONG LONG LEGS AFTERALL. THAT THICK MAKEUP!!! SOMEWHAT GUILTILY I REALLY, REALLY LIKE IT. AND YUNHO. I WILL STILL LIKE YOU WHATEVER THEY SAY (AHAHAH), COS YOU ARE HANDSOME, TALL AND TALENTED. NOTICE THE ORDER, I AM SO SUPERFICIAL AFTERALL. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. AND CHANGMIN YOU ARE NOT MY BIAS BUT I <3 U TOO. HEHE. NOT LOVE LOVE (OF COURSE, COS I DON'T AND WON'T EVER GET TO KNOW YOU GUYS). BUT OMG JUST CONTINUE BEING SO HANDSOME AND HOT AND I MIGHT JUST BE A FAN, LIKE, FOREVER. DBSK<3 ALL FIVE <3 YUNJAE<3


 
 
anarcissus
03 December 2010 @ 08:11 am
i love Yunho. he is my bias in DBSK, actually my ultimate bias out of all other kpop groups, idol groups, actors, actresses, basically my bias out of all celebrities. prior to entering the kpop fandom, i never labelled artists as biases...they were more of favourites. i guess it's a little different in the kpop fandom, it's not enough to favour the guy/girl, u have to be biased

i highly suspect the main reason why i love yunho so much is simply, because he is sooo damned handsome. 

LIKE OMG FANGIRL SQUEAL HANDSOME. YES. 

i am so superficial HAHAHHA. but oh whatever. looks aside, yunho has a whole bunch of talents such as singing, dancing, modelling, (acting will need work), taking pictures and looking pretty, standing/sitting at some place looking allll amazing, looking absolutely droolworthy even in terrible quality fancams and airport pictures etc. yunho is also very hardworking and puts in his best in everything he does. he's also sweet and kind and charitable (at least from what i see and hear.... i hope he is indeed that). his good qualities most probably stretch on for miles. AND to top it all off, he looks like...like...that. <33

ahhhhhh. anddd.... i love yunjae too! but that will be another story for another day. =D




i absolutely LOVE yunho in T. hehehehehhehehehee. he looked soooo pretty. XDDD


 
 
 
anarcissus
24 November 2010 @ 09:06 am
 this is soo random. i love yunho's nose. it's so straight and sharp and a really nice shape.... which is why his profile is sooo absolutely gorgeous. his face too. whatever, his whole being. i'm a girl and i want to look like him. i certainly hope his nose is real, otherwise i'll be absolutely crushed. Fine, not really, but i won't ever believe there exists nice noses in kpop anymore. HAHAHAHAHHAA. 

oh wellll yunho. <333333 i can't wait for his comeback (his and minnie). show the world what you've got man! the world needs more of your gorgeousness. 




and dance as flamboyantly as you can!~